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You can't believe how many times God reminds me that I
am in His will...because I keep asking him to move on. Every since
I can remember, I have not liked living in the Mid-west, more specifically
Indiana...I grew up in Arizona and only came back East (Indiana) to visit
family and never liked doing it. It was hot and humid and the lifestyle,
city and culture were so different than what I am accustomed to.
When I started with EDS, now 12 years ago, I planned to move home to
Arizona. I would work for EDS for 3 years while I was in "training"
and once I could take my career over, I would move back home to my family.
I remember when I started to work for EDS in Grand Rapids, I heard all
sorts of bad things about Flint, Michigan. I even told EDS I would go
anywhere, but not Flint. As God (who I did not 'really' know at
the time) would have it, I was transferred to Flint...and I still planned
on leaving for Arizona - at that time, it was only 2 more years.
Then I met Art Boub and he invited me to Landmark. Art eventually
led me to Christ which obviously change my life (forever) - that was
about a year after I came to Flint. The following year, when I really started
to think about moving back to Arizona, I realized it wasn't what God wanted
for me...I didn't really know why I should stay other than the fact God
wanted me to stay in Flint.
I haven't really told my family "why" I am still in Flint,
just that I plan to stay in Flint for the time being. My Dad and
step-mom are saved. The first person I led to Jesus was my sister,
so I know she has accepted Jesus as her Savior...but they really aren't
in church and definitely not good ones. My mom isn't saved (YET),
but I keep working on her...she usually comes to the church I attend
in Arizona every other year. (This Christmas should be the year
she goes). So me telling my family something spiritual really
wouldn't sink in.
Just about once every 6 months I go through the phase of asking God
if it is time for me to move on. The last time I asked was last
November. After praying, I knew God still wanted me here. So,
I told him I would wait six more months and see how things were going.
After Pastor Rogers left and things looked pretty gloomy, I remembered
the agreement I made with God in November and that there must have been
something else God wanted me to do...this helped get me through the
turmoil knowing God did not want me to move!
So now, mid-year, I am helping you out with your site after making
the decision (again) to keep doing what God wants....so even though
you are thankful for me, I am also thankful to be a part of this ministry.
One of the characters on the "A-Team" series (with Mr. T.)
used to say "I love it when a plan comes together"....well,
I love it when God's plan comes together!!!
So I haven't asked God about moving...I imagine I will ask before I
go to Arizona in December. I think God has me go through that
so I will have been re-assured about His direction for me when the inevitable
question comes up: "When are you moving back to Arizona?".
Someone in my family always brings that question up and it isn't necessarily
my immediate family. As I mentioned, my mom is not saved, so please
pray for her.
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