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Thirdly, I struggled with my dating relationship and my first year of marriage.  It was very hard for me to get close to my husband.  I loved him with all of my heart, but I knew that if I married him, naturally we would touch. I did not like the idea of that.  I was scared.  I was excited to be married, but uncomfortable about the physical aspect.  Once again I needed a verse to help me through. In Psalm 62:8 it says, "Trust in him at all times ye people, pour out your heart before him:  God is a refuge for us."  This showed me that in everything we can trust God.  If I trust in God that He will protect me, then I can trust the husband that God gave me.  This verse also says that we can pour out our heart to Him.  God likes to hear the cries of His children and He loves to help us.

Now that I have given my past to the Lord, He has helped me through my difficulties.  I have had a few pastors in my life and it has been very difficult to trust them.  As I trust in God though, He has in turn given me a love and appreciation and trust for each one.  Trusting God has also helped me have a deep love for my wonderful husband.  We have a wonderful marriage and I trust him with my whole heart.

In conclusion, I just wanted to share the verses that have been a big part of my healing.

Job 13:15-"Though he slay me, yet will I trust in Him:  But I will maintain mine own ways before him."

Psalm 25:2- "O my God, I trust in thee:  let me not be ashamed let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me."

Psalm 56:3- "What time I am afraid I will trust in Thee."

Psalm 143:8-"Cause me to hear thy loving kindness in the morning:  for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee."

Proverbs 3:5-"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding.

Proverbs 28:26-"He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool:   but whoso walketh wisely he shall be delivered."

Nahum 1:7- "The Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble: and he knoweth them that trust in the Him."

I hope that this little part of my heart will help someone who is struggling.  If you have any questions or comments please feel free to write me. 

(From Sharon, Kristina's mother:
Soon I will be addressing this evil injustice from the parent's perspective with hope that even one child can be saved from the evildoers that prey on children. I will be writing my heart and addressing the guilt that a parent endures and the broken heart that is so difficult to let mend. I will also be addressing the signs of abuse that parents should be watching for in their children. It was not good for us-- and it is not good for any parent to be blissfully unaware thinking "it could just never happen in their Christian family." It does happen...more often that any of us would like to think it does.

Statistics teach us that children are almost always molested by a family member or a very good friend of the family...people they trust and love. This pastor was not only our preacher but he and his wife were dear friends. It was a small church and my husband worked shoulder to shoulder with this man. He and his wife were in our home often...and we in theirs. Everyone in the church loved and trusted him. When the evil deed became public knowledge he went to jail for molesting many little girls in our church building. It then became public knowledge that he was an abuse victim who never faced his abuse to receive healing from and victory in the LORD. Without healing the cycle of abuse can and often does continue.)

 
Andy and Krisinta Auclair

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